Gothicdog's personal dumping ground for bad brain feels. Please like my posts if you read them. do not reblog anything unless i specifically say it it okay to reblog
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one second: IM GOING TO DIE
the next second: nvm I’m okay just very sad and kinda hungry

what the hell . mood swings what the FUCk

feel weirdly better and resigned to everything all of a sudden what’s happening

at least the screaming stopped but now I feel so guilty. I just dumped a whole year of progress in the garbage….

wow I feel not better at all why did I do that

I’m so scared !

I’m fucked up and scared off my ass

I found the blade I hid from myself I don’t know what to do someone is screaming at me

"alternatives to #self harm : draw the cuts but don’t make them" YOU DONT UNDERSTnd THEYRE SCREAMING THEY WANT BLOOD

most of my #self harm scars have faded a lot and they just blend in with my stretch marks now, and maybe thats good but it stresses me out so bad. i honestly need to feel like that part of my life was real and its all just going away???? its disorienting and scary and i want the scars back.